Grandma's Girl

I've always been a grandma's girl. I've always had a great and close relationship with both of my grandma's. Grandma Reeder lived in Fremont, only 20 minutes away so I saw her at least weekly when I was growing up. Grandma Stansberry lived in town until I was 6 and then moved to Woodland, ironically, about 25 minutes from where we live now. We made it up to see her for the holidays and a week during the summer. She passed away very suddenly almost 6 years ago and I miss her deeply. The bond between Grandma and I was unbreakable. I loved her more than words can say. She treated me like I was a special treasure. She listened to my stories, called to check on my report cards and even in college, she checked in with me frequently. She would send me cards almost every other week and often a $5 bill for an extra treat. She even gave me dating advice and encouraged me to be careful physically, to honor God in our relationship. She was my prayer warrior, which was something I treasured. She was always praying for my future husband and my future children. I treasure so many special moments with her and so many little things. I'll always remember the way she smelled, the way her soft hands felt when I held her hand in church. Her hugs, I will always remember her strong embrace, it was something I looked forward to the whole drive to her home and something I missed when we left. I always knew my grandma loved me.
There have been several moments in the time since she's been gone that I've longed to have her with me. My wedding, I wanted to see her as I walked down the aisle. When Thomas was born, I wanted her there to snuggle him, to see he was alert just like his mom was ( a story she loved to tell). As he has grown up and loved playing with his Great-Grandma Reeder, I wanted Grandma Stansberry there to see him learn new things, too. She would have been tickled to death with his sneakiness and his sweetness. I am so thankful that she is praising the Lord in heaven right now, but there are times when I selfishly wish she was here with me!!